black heart
My Black Heart and Summer
This is a sore subject with Chief–black heart. He was giving me a hard time about something–a long time ago–and said that I had a black heart. I seem to remind him of that a lot (me and my black heart, etc.) and sometimes it makes him feel bad. I feel bad about that but earlier today, I really felt a little bit of the black heart coming on. I’m hot, tired and cranky. I’ve done pretty well this summer but today I’ve had enough. It doesn’t help that I haven’t slept much for the past couples of weeks. I don’t have the energy for much and I find myself staring…