Year End Reflections: Owning My Resistance and Looking Within
Sparked by all the end of the year reflections, this is a two year reflection of how I kept myself in a kind of perpetual winter only to find that I do have summer existing within.
The Death Star
I was at the hospital waiting in pre-op (yes, my second surgery of the 2020) watching through the small opening of my curtain, biding my time. The staff marched around with great purpose and what looked like efficiency. Who am I to judge whether or not they were efficient? 🤷🏻♀️ They looked like they had a purpose and were carrying out their tasks without delay. I always knew there were different colored scrubs, but for some reason it struck me as interesting sitting in the pre-op. The brown transport scrubs contrasted more with the different shades of green/blue. It felt very much like what I would imagine being inside the…